I've been busy staying bogged down by bummers. True bummers. Real bummers. Otherwise, occasionally basking in the glow of a few pre-dawn bright spots. *[But I'll get to that in some other post soon enough].
So busy, I can't actually recall the last time I drafted a post on der trufths beasths brrrogggguh.
Early December, maybe?
In just a short three-months span...I simply marvel at all that has transpired and continues to unfold. I'm truly amazed and confounded by it all. Though it seems entirely unlikely, quite a lot can happen in such a brief window. I know. My whole life has felt like this. Sometimes things happen fast, sometimes things take an eternity.... Both good and bad. But in general the whole thing just feels like it takes too long. The past three months have felt like two years, and the past three years have felt like five years, and the past five years have felt like seven... Days endlessly inundated with the mundane vagaries of life.
One day I may wake up to discover too late that while I slowly marched toward everything I ever wanted to do with my life, I—in fact—did not actually complete even 1/100th of what I'd started, let alone write down so much as 1/10,000th of all that I'd even momentarily allowed myself to dream. I would really, genuinely, sincerely, with all my heart like to finish this first Ghost Wars album and get it out into the world. Really, I would. After that, what-the-fuck-ever comes...let it come.